Six Months and Still Writing

It’s been a while since I’ve posted to this forum, but for good reason.

I’ve been writing!

On January 1, 2024, I committed to a full year of prioritizing writing. I also aimed to absorb all I could about my latest venture. I am happy to report that my relationship with the written word remains strong even if it’s in the early honeymoon stage.

To celebrate this six-month anniversary, I treated myself to a few new Sharpie pens and, of course, a notebook, or two or three (I’ll gift them to a friend, or not).

I am aware of my patterns. How I tend to jump in with both feet. I abandon pursuits out of frustration and give away materials at the three to four-month mark. But this time feels different. I’m over the hump.

My obsession with writing has not wavered and shows no signs of stopping. Yes, the writing sprints gap between family, life, and work; yet, the thought of sitting with my paperie and pens sits at the forefront of my thoughts on and off during the day.

It isn’t easy to fit writing for fun into my work schedule, but I’ve been managing (collective sigh–poor me). Retirement isn’t for a few years, so I need to balance the two and make peace with it or find a routine.

Despite my self-sabotage, self-doubt, and inner critic, I am determined to keep going. I’ve met many writers who always inspire and support me. I want to be like that for someone else one day.

The third session of group coaching has been truly transformative for me. As a result, I’ve made the decision to enroll in a creative writing program at a local college. I’m well on my way!

Do I still doubt my work?

Yes

Do I still have an apprehension of having others read my written pieces?

Definitely

Will I keep challenging myself to move forward?

I have to. The words need me! (dramatic hand over forehead)

I’ve got six more months until I award myself with the “I am a new writer” sash.

My cup needs a refill of coffee. Back to writing I go.